...that there's really no point to life? None whatsoever? What do you do with that? What can you do? This is really a non-specific thread, aimed at nothing and no-one in particular. I just feel like my life is going nowhere. I (of all people) know exactly how worthless life really is, how insignificant we all are. Nothing ever goes right. When you find something worth keeping, it's taken away from you. I just don't know what to do with that anymore. I don't know how to stop thinking about that. My mind is fixated on what I want, and I know that there's an extremely high chance (almost a certainty) that I will never, ever get it. There's plenty wrong with my life, and some of you know about some of it. But lately I just don't know what to do. I already have enough worries in my life, but I've been ground down and hated and every attempt I make to try and stop it, every time I try to show people what's happening, I get the blame, and I get hated on even more. Is it really such a hard thing to ask someone to see what they're doing? I'm not really sure that there's any advice anyone can give. I just don't know how to deal with this shit anymore and quite frankly? I've just about given up. On everything. I'll be the first to admit that I'm someone who bottles these things up, and I know that that's not healthy. I'm someone who has to try and work things out on my own. All my life I saw my emotions as a weakness, and all my life I dealt with that on my own because that was all I could do. I don't have any real friends other than you guys. I don't have any real family. I don't have any way to work out the stress, I don't have anyone to talk to. I'm going through some hard times right now. I think I just need some support. I guess this is just me asking for help, because I think I need it now.