Ever since I first saw Grace Kelly in a movie, I completely fell in love with her. Not only was she in my mind the most beautiful woman on earth, but she had a nice personality, she was a lady, like she was complete. It would be hard to name more than five weaknesses in her. She was nice, sensitive, loving, but at the same time, demanding, and so lady like. Oh and did i mention she looked beautiful. So ever since that time, Ive watched all her movies, read a lot of books, and i've gotten to know what she was, who she was really well. And i learnt that despite the fact that she was still a woman, and did have one or two less positive traits off screen, nevertheless the screen star and the actual woman was really close. So after learning all this, I decided that she would be my dream girl. Like everything about her, completely appeals to me. And i made my goal to find me grace kelly when i grow up, and im still a teen, in uni, but everytime i see a girl i might like, i look at her, and theres sometthing she doesnt ahve that grace kelly did. And so i move on. The sad part it, is my realizing taht i'll never find my version of grace kelly. Grace kelly was a once in a lifetime miracle that probably wont happen again. And i also realize taht times have changed, and today nobody wants to be a lady anymore, beauty is distorted, technology has moved in. (can you believe kelly did photoshoots without makeup sometimes). So thats made me kinda sad, actually really sad. Now past few days, I keep thinking about her, as if she exists and as if she lives somewhere close by but i cant have her. She keeps appearing to me like a real person i actually really like. And its not like im obsessed with her. I don't talk about her 24/7, its like that feeling when you really like/love someone. Like that fire inside, except im getting it for a person who passed away before i was even born. And i feel incomplete all hte time. What can I do, how do i deal with this?