You misunderstand me. I never said attention doesn't mean anything to me, I'm saying you used attention, in your claim about how much you garner, as evidence your thoughts are well thought out. As to your second point; I haven't called you names nor have I made insults, which I find ironic given your claims about Christians, such as myself and being blind and my alleged lust for punishment.
Bottom line is despite your fall back responses of having a gift of reading ( and implying the rest of us can't read, but I digress) and everyone who disagrees with you as being blind, you can't answer simple questions in regards to your premise. Your premise is pretty strong, and you seem to be passionate about it, but I wanted to see if you could defend it. I'm sorry if you having to defend it is offensive, but that's usually what happens when you render an opinion. I have no problem defending my Christianity, I do it almost every day.