I have failed my last 3 semsters at college. All my previous semesters at college and at highschool I used to love school and get straight A's. I used to be in all kinds of honor programs and had a 3.9 gpa. But for some reason these last 3 semesters it seems that for some reason my mind keeps telling me that I shouldn't care. I'll be in class taking down notes when my mind will kinda say to me "stop taking notes they are boring, get outta this class and go have fun", I will then argue with myself mentally and say "no, I need to take these notes to understand the material and pass the class so I can get my associates degree". I don't really get why my mind is saying this since it's not like I'm some party animal or anything. I've always been home by curfew when I was younger. I don't drink or smoke or hang out with people who do so I don't get why my mind is trying to get me to be a party animal. This will happen like everyday at every class and will cause me to miss some things that the teacher has written on the board. This has caused me to not fully understand all the material and therefore have failed my classes. I haven't told my parents because they said that they would cut me off finacially and kick me out if I failed my classes. My gpa has gone all the way down to a 1.8! What might be wrong? I wanna pass my classes so badly so I can get my associates degree and continue on with my life but it seems I just won't let myself.