As you may or may not know, I'm a half-decent health nut; I run / workout / go to kickboxing on a daily / nightly basis; eat / drink healthfully.......blah freaking blah blah; but lately I've been under alot of stress due to some personal things. Anyway, way back when (in my late teens / twenties) I was a "social smoker"; meaning: I would smoke cigarettes when I drank. Well, last weekend we had a couple friends over for a bite to eat and a few drinks and one of the girls said, "I'm going out for a cigarette, do you mind"? And I said, "No, problem!. . .Actually, I'll come with you, I fancy a smoke".
It was the worst thing I could have EVER done to myself.
...Since I had that cigarette, I've been craving them like crazy! And, well, today, I bought a pack.:shifteyes: And smoked one.:shake:
I have decent will-power but I find myself extremely *weak* at the moment... Any suggestions / advice or a swift kick up the arse would do me wonders if someone here wouldn't mind giving it to me.:-/