SO here's my problem it started with a day going good i was gonna get laid so after going through my trials and ordeals it happens. After i was scared out of my life cause i thought i got that girl pregnant thank God i didn't but after that i was scared straight. So after that long walk to school and home I started praying that i didn't get her pregnant and yada yada yada. I also started making promises such as i will not have sex again, look at a girl with sexual intentions, not look at porn, and stop masturbating. Yes i have been sucessful at not doing any of that stuff. So now im having a meltdown where weed doesn't help much. So after some time after that inciddent i start to get sexual urges again im seeing so many things sexual related and it's driving me crazy literly. It's like every where i turn and look and watch on tv, I'm seeing more than usaul sexual related stuff. And now im thinking was i wrong to make thoses promises. Because I'm a wreck and i kow it could happen in the future cause each day my urges get stronger why is this happening.