Yeah, for the first time today, it's gone. Because I usually meet girls over MSN and MySpace, couple of weeks later, we meet up, but I am always shy, I don't usually talk, and today, met up with this Serbian chick I have known over the Internet for a few months, and suprisingly, I wasn't shy, just was talking, being myself. Shit, I was suprised. I ain't used to random girls, to sit in my lap and lay on it, but today, I don't know, I didn't freak out or anything, didn't go red. Was so close of kissing her, but something just made me stop, she wanted me to kiss her, she kept staring at me and had a expression on the face, man, I wish I kissed her.. WHOOOHOO!! The shyness is good as gone.