Do you understand Everything I just said? And you still want to die. Think! I said the truth. Have you ever felt this way? So he killed himself. He said that he Understood that his life had no meaning. In a matter of speaking he spoke lies. Carelessly taking his own life because nothing meant anything to him. It's sad nonetheless. Dying and then leaving Everyone that cared for him. Never wanting to leave his side but Understanding that he is gone. My love is gone. Lost. He left my side. Beloved I wish you back. Wanting you back. It hurts. Suicide was wrong. How could you leave me? Pulsing of the heart, harder now. The same gun. Another death. It's not needed, but, wanted. Only to be in his arms again. Never leaving his side and he never leaving myn. Living together in hell. Oblivious to the suffering around. I'll always be happy, Very happy, as long as I'm with you. Everything has to end. But our love won't.