Part One: Virgin You may have heard me talk about having sex in the past but it was a lie. I am not happy about being on but everyone I have had the chance to make love to did not feel right. I have had tons of offers but from girl I really would not have for a first. I lied about it because I get made fun of not getting any pussy. I am 19 and fucking is most likely the last thing on my mind. Part Two: Ex-girlfriends I have a few ex girlfriends that I dated thinking they were good people, only to find out how wrong I was. My first girlfriend was thin, hot, and beautiful. The problem I had with her is she liked things in her mouth a little to much. After my best friend got a blow job from her I dumped her. Don't worry I asked my friend to find out what she was up to, he said he saw her give it to three guys after he got his. Second I was not with her long. She lived to far away, she is currently getting merried to a guy she has known for about a month now. Third I had a girl that was 6'1" and 350+++ pounds. She was not only just to big for me. She was one of the dumbest girls I have ever met. She also did not know how to take a bath. Her pussy always smelt like wet dog and fish. I went to go down on her the first time and almost puked and I have a strong stomach. Part Three: Weight problem..... Solved I am 5'9" and weight 280. I use to be depressed about my life and hate the way I looked. I thought everyone hated me off the bat because of how I looked. I met a man the other day that was 5'7" and weighted 320lbs. I thought holy shit this guy is so much bigger then me. I met his wife she was a model. I thought how does that work, the guy told me his secret. He said girl like how a guy carrys himself. He said if I am happy with the way god made me others will be too. Part Four: Friends One of my best friends who I have known for about 5 years now. He met this girl named Amanda in school and he dated her. He dumped her so I took it upon myself to call her and tell her why he did that. So that got me on her good side. Part Five: Amanda I wont beat around the bush she is a good girl and she likes me a lot. He dad and step mom on the other hand are assholes. They do not like me because I did not complete school yet I am smarter then most people. She has to be in the house by 6 pm because she is not aloud out at night. She cannot have phone calls past 9 any night. She is 17 years or age, and a virgin. The only problem she has besides her Parents is she dwells on things. Like if someone pisses her off she gets cought up on it and will not get off of them. Part Six: Saturday the 16th I met Amanda for the first time. I took her to the movies to see Mr. Woodcock (Which was good btw) then we went back to her house and told her dad that we were going to the park. On the way back from the park she because pretty damn flirty with me. I can tell by the end of the night she is liking me a lot. I have only known her for two days at this time and she seems cool. Part Seven: Amanda's Best Friend On Sunday 17th I went to Amanda's house and we walked over to her best friend's house. The second we started walking she was bitching about not feeling good. I said we could go back but she kind of ignored it. When we got to Sierra's house Amanda throw up in her bathroom. Amanda called her dad and he came and got her. I was left there to hang out with Amanda's best friend whom I have never met before. So She left me there by myself with a stranger. I am glad this happened though because it forced me to get to know them all. I hung out with Sierra and her family/friends for 9 hours before going home. At first I was shy and felt odd. At the end of the night I was laying in Sierra's bed with her alone just talking. I know I could of been holding her if I made that move but, I am unsure were her head is at. She said a few times she misses having a boy friend and that I remind her of her ex. Part Eight: Problem Amanda wants me to be with her. Sierra wants me to be with Amanda. I don't think me and Amanda would work out so well. I am crushing on Sierra. Part Nine: Your part What would you do in this position. Also please comment on anything and everything I have wrote here tonight. Thank you.