Hey guys, This is really my first post so please don't judge me. I'm posting this because I know I need some proper adult to adult advise. I'm 24 and I like to have a drink now and again. I've been with my girlfriend for almost 3 years and I think my temper is really pushing her away. Last night I had a few drinks with mates and I guess it's fair to say I can't handle my drink. I'm not an excessive drinker, I'm not out every weekend getting drunk its just when I do drink I become very defensive and It brings out this bad side to me that I hate. I lost my temper last night on the phone to my girlfriend over NOTHING and I ended up making her cry, this unfortunately isn't the first time it's happened. She is such a wonderful person and I know I don't deserve her and I know she doesn't deserve this crap from me. I've decide that from here on out I'm not going to drink any more. But I think it might be to late to try and patch things up with my girlfriend as I think last night was the last straw for her. I feel so guilty, I feel so crap and all I think about is her at home, upset and hurt because of my childish actions.