Quick and too the point-
Hey- Exactly what the title says- I've got a bunch of stuff going on right now, On top of that- my friend I usually go to when i need her..Well, she passed away - i just got an email from her brother (he doesn't know my phone #) And She was like..my best friend ( i have only 1 left now) And..well..*sigh* Kinda at a lost of what to do. (well, besides the obvious fact that I know i need to go shoe shopping before today is over) And my support system isn't quite where it should be at right now...But I don't want to talk about that. I just want to forget about it.
Not to mention my friend Ben...For those who weren't in the chat room last weekend- he got into a car crash. I was @ the hospital after I found out- bout 3pm til 7pm- then came home to shower 'nd change and eat- then went back up bout 9- til 2:30am- then came home, slept a bit- ate- and left again in the morning- etc-
We're not sure if he's paralyzed or not yet- legs are broken, we'll have to wait til they heal to find out, and his shoulder 'nd collar bone is broken, along w/ he can't see at all currently outta one of his eyes- so that's the update on him for those who were in chat when i brought it up
But from that happening and a few other things, mentally I'm going to become emotionally drained, it's happened before from a stress point in my life- and Sooo I kinda know what to do now/working on it anyways. But I do know for sure I'll become drained of energy. It's bound to happen. I already started having panic attacks again...Soo it's well on it's way to happening.
Anyways- just figured i'd drop a message by.
catch ya'alls when I get back on.
~Amanda
Hey- Exactly what the title says- I've got a bunch of stuff going on right now, On top of that- my friend I usually go to when i need her..Well, she passed away - i just got an email from her brother (he doesn't know my phone #) And She was like..my best friend ( i have only 1 left now) And..well..*sigh* Kinda at a lost of what to do. (well, besides the obvious fact that I know i need to go shoe shopping before today is over) And my support system isn't quite where it should be at right now...But I don't want to talk about that. I just want to forget about it.
Not to mention my friend Ben...For those who weren't in the chat room last weekend- he got into a car crash. I was @ the hospital after I found out- bout 3pm til 7pm- then came home to shower 'nd change and eat- then went back up bout 9- til 2:30am- then came home, slept a bit- ate- and left again in the morning- etc-
We're not sure if he's paralyzed or not yet- legs are broken, we'll have to wait til they heal to find out, and his shoulder 'nd collar bone is broken, along w/ he can't see at all currently outta one of his eyes- so that's the update on him for those who were in chat when i brought it up
But from that happening and a few other things, mentally I'm going to become emotionally drained, it's happened before from a stress point in my life- and Sooo I kinda know what to do now/working on it anyways. But I do know for sure I'll become drained of energy. It's bound to happen. I already started having panic attacks again...Soo it's well on it's way to happening.
Anyways- just figured i'd drop a message by.
catch ya'alls when I get back on.
~Amanda
