I sometimes I think I have A.D.D. But it seems that these days everyone has some kind of disorder. Everyone claims to, at least. "Oh, I'm OCD about this or that" or "I have horrible A.D.D yadda yadda." But when it comes down to me I think I really do! I can't seem to stay focused on anything at all. Maybe it is just a huge commitment problem, but either way; I have a problem. I can play guitar and I am novice at the keyboard. But when I start to play either one I will start to write something for a couple minutes then start something completely new. I can't even bring myself to learn a full song on guitar because I learn one or two parts and I move on to another song or -begin to write something of my own. Then a couple minutes later I find myself setting the guitar down and going about another task. I have a desire to get into fitness and such. When I was in high school I used to have some meat on these bones because I played sports and all that jazz. But since then (08) I haven't done shit and I'm getting rather skinny. But whenever I get motivated enough to start to do something with myself it never lasts. I do a couple push-ups and go about other tasks. I love video games. Especially RPs and MMORPGs. I buy so many of them and end up wasting my money. I get into the game and play through about twenty levels or so and I just have an urge to start a new character from scratch and do it again. I don't even have the patience to read what the computer characters say to me. I just click through everything. So I do that a couple times until I get tired of playing the game all together. At which point I (You guessed it!) go about other tasks. (Do keep in mind that none of these other tasks are ever completed either!) I don't know what's wrong with me. There are so many things I aspire to do. Along with my interest in health in fitness I would like to take a class in Tai Chi because I view it as the ultimate art form. But I don't have the motivation (or the funds right now) to actually do it. I really wish that I had some skills to do anything. I'm also interested in computers and I would give my left nut to be able to sit down and take the time to actually read a web page or tutorial on learning a programming language or program that I am interested in learning and actually give it a try. But I try it and I end up just skimming through the pages hardly reading anything until I decide that it's just too complex for me. Oh, the list goes on forever. I just realized that I possess no skills what-so-ever. As stated before I can play guitar, but I can't even really prove that because if someone asked me to play for them I could only play a riff here and there. No full songs or anything more than a couple seconds long. It really sucks. I need a diagnosis!