I was marking something on my calendar and realized, next wednesday my husband will have been dead for two years. Gosh, that hit like a ton of bricks! I dont mean to be a drag and whinny butt here today, but you all i consider my friends. I feel comfortable telling you this bothers me tremdously. (not to mention I dont have to look you in the face) If you have been through something like this, what do you do to not dwell on the fact that its a death annivasary day? It's SO hard not to!