Getting in your own Way

[sunrise]

This is inspired by Idisrsly's about following your own advice.

I have been told by others including my own mother and friends that I often get in my own way, that I am guilty of cutting off my own nose to spite my face and to be fair it is true. I will often get angry and get in my own way of things and find it very difficult to get past it, it is almost like I take my anger, frustration and depression and turn it into a self fulfilling prophecy and am almost determined to keep it going. I can feel it coming on now, I have not left the house all day, I haven't even got out of my sweat pants and I know I need to otherwise I will feel worse so despite the rain I am going to go for a walk for half an hour with an umbrella if only to get some fresh air.

Do you ever feel the same way though?

 

[AnitaKnapp]

The only thing I can think of that would be remotely close to me doing this is the type of men that I pick to date. I always seem to pick the charming guys who are just luring me in to use me with no real intention of being in a relationship, all the while lying to me. I don't get why I always seem to pick this guy. I was beginning to think that this was all that was left in the world, but it's probably me. I somehow pick them out myself.