Okay, so I know that I've asked for advice on here probably waay to many times. And I probably seem like a stupid teenager who over exaggerates her problems, and who whines over nothing, and who doesnt know what real problems are. And I get all that. But this time I really need help. Yesterday me and my dad got into a huge fight and he was literally trying to make me feel bad by bringing up old crap. And not just any old crap, but like stuff that the last time they were talked about I ended up in the hospital. Specifically last month when everything was happening with the moving and my parents. Like he threw all of that in my face yesterday. And he was telling me that he didnt care about me anymore and shit. And trying to make me feel bad because he's "the only one that's ever been there for me". And we were driving and I got really pissed and was crying and like digging my nails into my arms wanting to cut so badly. And just thinking about how much I just wanted to get home so that I could take the pills that I've been like stocking up on. I was scaring myself and I couldnt take it so I told him to let me out. I was kind of expecting him to stop me but he didnt. He let me off on the side of the road in mattapan (a.k.a. murderpan) at like 9:30 at night. So I got on the bus crying and a random lady let me use her phone to call my friends. So right now I'm staying at my best friends house. I asked her mom if I could stay until tuesday and she said that I could stay as long as I needed too. But its like I cant stay forever. I mean, I already feel bad because their like feeding me, and buying me a few pairs of clothes so that I can have stuff to wear until tuesday, and their going to bring me and pick me up from school. I called my dad to tell him that I was going to stay here until tuesday, so that he knows that i'm safe and stuff, and he like flipped out on me. Telling me that I needed to ask and that I'm not grown and all this other crap. And that just pissed me off again. And I called him back and left a message asking him why all of a sudden he cares when he didnt last night. And telling him that he makes me feel like crap and how I cant deal that way. And he didnt call back. And its like, I cant go home tuesday. For my own mental safety I cant. I cant go to my stepmoms because she doesnt want me. And I cant go to my biomoms because my dad would probably call the cops. I called my case manager and she told me that we can try to figure out something on monday when I meet with her, and tuesday when I meet with my therapist. but I just cant go home, and I dont know what to do.