1. I love my mother. I appreciate everything she had done for me, and have weakness for her. 2. I am in love with a girl. I have weakness for her. 3. The rest of the world could die, and be not much more than an inconveinance. 4. I sometimes with someone would break into my house so that I could have an excuse to stab them. Not shoot them. Shooting someone seems so informal, easy, uncontrollable. For some reason, I WANT to feel a sharp knife go into someone's flesh. I want to feel their life leave their body. 5. I sometimes wish people would die. For example. Say I was working with someone, and I wanted to go home. I would secretly wish to myself that they would get in a car accident or something so that I could go home early. 6. I am not afraid of death. I sometimes drive my car as fast as I can simply because I don't care if I get killed. Luckily, the chip maxes it out at 120. I've flipped my last vehicle twice, and then it blew up. I got out safely without a scratch. 7. I have everything I want materialisticly. I have money, and there is nothing I want to buy, maybe a house but that is after college. My point is though, that I am not happy with materialistic things. I want power. 8. The only thing I want in life is to have power. I want to rule my world. I don't care if it's for the good, or the bad. "Though I would obviously prefer good". 9. I have an IQ of 126. I scored and 82 on the ASVAB, and I am in college now. I do a lot of self reflection. I understand that I would never kill anyone illegally unless I was SURE I would not get caught. I understand that humans have a self-preservation instinct that keeps us from doing wrong due to the fact that we rationalize, in our mind, that the gratification of doing wrong, is not worth the result. 10. I am fairly good looking, and very good at making people I hate like me. I can make someone my "friend", and after I have gotten what I want, never speak to them again. 11. I do not mind making someone happy, or cheering them up. I will gladly let someone cut me in line, or borrow my pen. Everyone thinks that I am very polite, and courteous. 12. I am a bit narccistic, and think to myself when I am in class "one day this teacher will be able to brag to her friends that she taught me". All this being said, what am I? Am I a socipath? The Antichrist? I do a LOT of self reflection, and I cannot figure out who I am. Is this normal? Is everyone secretly like me? Any Psycologists who can explain this?